I had hysterectomy years ago and it is hard to get wet and have orgasms. For many reasons I cannot buy sex toys. One day I go to secluded beach with two big cucumbers... I'm surrounded by rocks and I strip totally naked after having little swim at the sea... I have recently had lots fantasies and even tried RP but so far it hasn't been successful. Eyes closed I suck and lick cucumbers then using one in my pussy ... and then another one in my pussy together with first one. Imagining myself with three men... I then go on all fours... I leave one cucumber in my pussy as I try to push another one in my ass. I'm still not aroused or excited... I feel frustrated. Unknown to me... three men on holiday are watching me behind rocks... I'm so concentrated I haven't noticed them yet.